The Marriage MystiqueDaphne Merkin
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IF
Gloria Steinem had told the whole truth—while she stood around
photogenically on podiums, her long striped hair tucked into tinted aviator
glasses, issuing gnomic homilies like "A woman without a man is
like a fish without a bicycle"—she might have sounded like
Bridget Jones. God knows, both women worry about the size of their
thighs, although only one of them has gone public with that undignified
anxiety. Bridget Jones, of course, is the inspired, panicky heroine of
"Bridget Jones's Diary" (Viking; $22.95), the best-selling
novel by Helen Fielding. Bridget is in her thirties, and she works in
the ostensibly glamorous media world—first in publishing, then in
television. She has a degree in English, discusses the Culture of
Entitlement with her friends, and has a mother who has read Germaine
Greer, but Bridget feels clueless. She ponders everything, from the
tattered state of her panty-hose supply ("Locate last pair of black
opaque tights twisted into rope-like object speckled with bits of tissue")
to the possibility of her being, unbeknownst to her, under official surveillance:
"Open paper to read that convicted murderer in America is convinced
the authorities have planted a microchip in his buttocks... Horrified
by thought of similar microchip being in own buttocks, particularly in
the mornings." Most
of all, though, Bridget obsesses about being one of the dreaded
"Singletons"—i.e., unmarried—and about her lack of
"inner poise." Fielding's heroine is a true casualty of the
high/low split in women's agitprop: one minute, she takes comfort in the
"Men Are from Mars, Women Are from Venus" approach; the next,
she buoys herself by parroting her friend Sharon's self-congratulatory
feminist claims ("We are a pioneer generation daring to refuse to
compromise in love and relying on our own economic power"); and, in
yet the next, she confesses endearingly that as "a child of Cosmopolitan
culture" she has been "traumatized by supermodels and too
many quizzes." Fielding,
a graduate of Oxford, is a former BBC producer and is herself a
forty-year-old Singleton. Her novel, which began as an autobiographical
column in the Independent, was a huge hit when it was published
in Britain, in 1996, eventually selling more than a million copies.
Since arriving here, in June, it has risen to No. 3 on the bestseller
list; Fielding is also adapting it for the movies. Although its wry,
self-deprecating tone and some of its allusions are very English
(Bridget refers to her boss's "Sloaney arrogance"),
"Bridget Jones's Diary" is the sort of cultural artifact that
is recognizably larger than itself. As such, it has generated instant
strong opinions: you're either for it or agin it. Within nanoseconds
of its appearance on this shore, fans and detractors weighed in, and the
responses were unusually visceral, as though the book had resounded on a
level that went deeper than considered opinion or literary critique.
Elizabeth Gleick wrote a short piece for the New York Times Book
Review in which she gamely embraced Bridget's tribulations,
ranging from the length of time it takes her to get dressed in the morning
(three hours and thirty-five minutes) to her constant longing to be
someone other than who she is: "Wish to be like Tina Brown, though
not, obviously, quite so hard-working." Two weeks later, in the
Sunday Styles section of the Times, Alex Kuczynski gave Bridget
a tongue-lashing: she saw the novel as fit for "a 13-year-old
girl," and assessed it in the prim jargon of the social sciences as
being about "learned helplessness." She acknowledged that the
book aimed to be "a sassy spoof of urban manners," but thought
it merited pitying disdain rather than complicit laughter: "Bridget
is such a sorry spectacle, wallowing in her man-crazed helplessness,
that her foolishness cannot be excused." The one thing nobody
accused Bridget of being was boring; even the irate Kuczynski
admitted that she couldn't put the book down. Maybe
the best example of anti-Bridget backlash was a cover story in the
June 29th issue of Time, entitled "Is Feminism Dead?"
(Yawn.) Written by Ginia Bellafonte in the sort of fevered,
culture-maven style that often passes for biting commentary, the essay
implicated Fielding's heroine in the ongoing failure of the women's
movement to live up to the glorious war-dance days of the sixties and
seventies. It replayed a familiar and murky argument: that the rigorous,
socially conscious agenda of Old Guard feminists, like Betty Friedan,
Steinem, and Kate Millett, has given way to the flighty, self-involved
"Duh Feminism" of the nineties. Bellafonte trots out a tired
lineup of culprits, including Ally McBeal, Elizabeth Wurtzel, and Katie
Roiphe. (I love "Ally McBeal." To my mind, the show is one of
the best written on TV, and actually manages to make prime-time
entertainment out of the drama of the inner life.) Nancy Friday, of all
people, is produced as a witness for the prosecution. "She is like
a little animal," Friday, who unblushingly revealed her boudoir
approach to men in a memoir, "The Power of Beauty," says about
McBeal. "You want to put her on a leash." Having just invoked
the views of this "sex-positive feminist," the author turns
around and bemoans the fact that "the concept of feminism is often
misapplied": she blows off Alanis Morissette—too much
introspection about bad moods and ex-boyfriends—as unworthy of
girl-powerhood, while holding up Ginger Spice as a preferable model.
Ginger Spice? My eight-year-old daughter would be delighted to hear it. One
might counter this righteous policing of who is or isn't the correct
incarnation of late-twentieth-century womankind by saying simply, to
each her own version of liberation. Of course, the trouble with
ideologies generally is that they traffic in rhetoric and burnished
images rather than in mortifying truths. What's really bothering people
about "Bridget Jones" is that it signals the return of what is
referred to in English-lit classes as the Marriage Plot. Uh-oh. We were
supposed to have fast-forwarded past that theme, weren't we? Or at least
it's supposed to have receded discreetly, while we were focussing on
more enlightened variations— the Career Plot or the Looking for a
Self Plot. So what's it doing back in the spot-tight? In her frantic
search for a role model, Bridget considers at various moments Goldie
Hawn, Susan Sarandon, Jane Seymour, and Kathleen Tynan (who, Bridget
informs us, thanks to her endless perusal of lifestyle magazines,
"when writing, was to be found immaculately dressed, sitting at a
small table in the center of the room sipping a glass of chilled white
wine"). But underneath her black Lycra miniskirt and her clever
e-mail messages Fielding's droll heroine bears more resemblance to
Elizabeth Bennet than to Elizabeth Hurley: she's a Jane Austen kind of
girl, whose story could just as well begin with the sentence "It
is a truth universally acknowledged that a single woman in possession
of thirtysomething years must be in want of a husband." Bridget
wishes more than anything to become one of the "Smug
Marrieds," and she dreams of having a house like her friend
Magda's, with "crisp sheets and many storage jars full of different
kinds of pasta." She
is intent on finding a mate, you see, not because she is insufficiently
evolved or because she has an unreal notion of what marriage entails.
(She isn't, for instance, stuck on the burning contemporary topic of
whether the sexes communicate with each other well enough; she knows
that talking is what girlfriends are for.) No, Bridget wishes to hook
Mr. Right because she fears the alternative: "dying alone and being
found three weeks later half-eaten by an Alsatian." To this end she
is willing to drive for several hours to a New Year's Day buffet hosted
by her parents' friends to which Mark Darcy (Darcy: ring any bells?), a
divorced barrister with "masses of money," is invited. To
this end she is also willing to overlook the "emotional
fuckwittage" of men over thirty who, realizing that women over
thirty are demographically challenged, feel free to sleep with them for
months, all the while whining about their commitment problems. So she
spends an entire Sunday primping for a date, because she knows that
looks count even more now that pregnancy has become photogenic:
"Am starting to get carried away with idea of self as Calvin
Klein-style mother figure, poss. wearing crop-top or throwing baby
in the air, laughing fulfilledly." And she scavenges in the vast
dumping ground of self-help—"I read somewhere that the best
gift a woman can bring to a man is tranquility"—because she
recognizes that the ultimate form of self-help just may be the
companionship provided by a good marriage. "Totally alone,"
she notes at one in the morning, just pages before her luck changes and
Darcy (whom she has misjudged on the basis of a dorky,
diamond-patterned sweater) declares himself. "Entire year has
been failure." Fielding's
novel sits so lightly on the reader that it is easy to overlook the
skill with which it has been assembled. True, it has the feel more of a
sustained stunt than of a full-blown fictional universe, and an ornate
subplot involving Bridget's mothers affair with a swindling Lothario
is an irritating contrivance. But Bridget's persona is lit by a spark
of genius: she is both Everywoman and an implicitly ironic observer of
Everywoman, as though Helen Gurley Brown and Nora Ephron had traded
secrets over a low-calorie lunch. One of the pleasures of reading this
book is sensing that you're privy to the gossip of the harem—what
women talk about when they're not putting a bright face on things (and
Gloria Steinem isn't within earshot). Without getting too high-flown,
you could say that Bridget Jones is about the anxiety of
self-presentation. Certainly her sensibility—half gullible consumer,
half astute commentator—nicely illustrates the split between women's
packaged and instinctual selves. I find it mystifying, in any case,
that some readers have regarded Bridget's magpie-like nibbling at
glossy magazines—with their service pieces on reducing your pores and
refashioning your personality—as a sorry symptom of the makeover culture
rather than a sly subversion of it. THERE
is something immensely consoling about Bridget's acknowledgment of
her fears—specifically, the primal female fear of ending up man-less
and alone. The novel provokes you to reconsider the question of whether
marriage remains the defining experience, if not the signal
accomplishment, of a woman's life. Marcelle Clements suggests that it is
not in her recent book, "The Improvised Woman: Single Women
Reinventing Single Life" (Norton; $26.95). This is harem gossip
of another sort, conceived with altogether different intentions. I'm
probably the ideal reader for this book: divorced, in my early forties.
But while Bridget's constant exhortations to herself to "stop being
so neurotic and stop dreading things" made me feel less lonely, I
came away from reading Clements with the odd sense that there was
nothing wrong with me that couldn't be explained away. Now that made
me lonely. Clements has interviewed about a hundred single women,
ranging in age from their twenties to their nineties. They include
widows, divorcees, young women who are wary of the tender trap (like one
who, when asked whether she feels envious of her married peers, answers
that "most of the people who are married I look at and say, 'Thank
God I'm not in that'"), as well as the never-to-be-married types
who used to be called spinsters or old maids. They are an exceptionally
engaging lot, and many struck me as being not only candid but fairly
self-aware; it's hard to imagine a similar group of men talking about
themselves with such a lack of bravura or posturing. Clements
has loosely organized her material along thematic lines into eight
chapters (some with gratingly cute titles, such as "No Cat Food,
Thank You—The Poor Old Thing vs. The Ball Buster"). Among the
subjects discussed are the notorious man shortage, which is attributed
to either an intangible but site-specific deficiency ("The men
are hopeless in New York") or the general prevalence of gay men;
one woman hadn't been on a date in six years, and many haven't gone out
since their last serious relationship ended. Some of them confess to harboring
poignant wedding fantasies, like the unmarried Ellen P., who says,
"Even now, I religiously read the section of the Times about
weddings. I'm completely haunted by the idea of this
configuration." Others take a cooler view of the institution:
"The only thing a husband gets you is a dining room." We
discover that one of the advantages of living alone is that "you
can leave three bitten chocolates in the box," while a woman who
says she's heavily into Tantric sex admits, "It's very hard
to do alone. I can't seem to find my own G-spot." Aside from these
occasional graphic flashes, there is remarkably little direct discussion
of the sexual cost of being single. Perhaps women are better able than
men to shut down the apparatus of arousal. Phillipa C., a thrice-married
fifty-year-old, believes that chasteness and motherhood go together:
"A mother turns off her sex so she can have sexy physical contact
with her children." A few of the women have stepped back from the
whole fraught arena of desiring or being desired, preferring to
concentrate on cucumbers or Shabbas candles; Regina M. describes
her vibrator as "a sort of commitment to self-sufficiency."
But it's clear that this approach has its limits: "I am not sure
what to do about the cuddle thing," Mary Ann B. muses.
"Because nobody cuddles with their vibrators." There is much
talk about home decor, especially bedrooms (enormous attention is paid
to sheets and their thread count), and the difficulty single women of
any age have in setting up the house they've always wanted without a man
in the picture. "I'm trying to figure out if home is still my
father's house," Camille O. says. The
interviews are absorbing, although the women's comments rapidly begin
to seem disembodied. (Clements's characterizations, alternately coy and
generic, don't help. How is Monica V., "48, divorced, midwestern
entrepreneur... bemused by the course her life had assumed,"
supposed to take on a distinctive life in one's mind? Or Gallic S., a
"real estate agent who has raised her youngest daughter as a single
mother"? This weakness may be endemic to the form, but the book
would have been greatly helped by some straightforward capsule
biographies at the beginning.) Clements has written a prefatory essay
to each chapter which is filled with factoids (she places the official
homosexuality rate among American men at a whopping fifteen per cent),
stimulating conjectures ("An ability to break up with someone...
has become no less a sign of self-esteem than the capacity to attract a
mate"), and an easy use of psychoanalytic concepts ("phallic
mothers" and "female genital anxiety"). What's
most striking about these essays, however, is not their style but their
programmatic purpose, which is to dispel the unsettling atmosphere that
has been gradually clouding over the feminist reconstruction of the
world. Whether it was the famous 1986 study stating that if a woman
hadn't married by thirty-five her chances of doing so fell to five per
cent or the gloomy news that the better educated a woman was the less
chance she had of finding a mate, various cultural indices have
suggested that bras might be burned and consciousnesses might be
raised but human nature was irrevocably conservative. If you tried
to rechoreograph the dance of the sexes, in other words, you might end
up a wallflower. The demographics are undeniable: there are nearly
forty-two million single women in this country, up by three million
since the beginning of the nineties. And for every woman Clements
interviews who boasts about the "privilege of singleness"
there are several who observe that the "whole world is in
twos" or who seem bewildered by their situation. "It s so
difficult to be single in this society," blurts Martha H., who is
successful, very attractive, and has never married, "that no one
in her right mind would choose to be single if she could do
otherwise." With the exception of a few career loners or embittered
divorcees, not many of the author's subjects appear to have chosen
singleness voluntarily. Rather, they are making the best of the
situation that they find themselves in, which is surely more valiant
than drowning in self-pity. But Clements ignores the tentative
accommodations and brute social truths that are offered up in the
interviews in favor of making cheerful assertions about "the
romance of independence" and the perfectly "reasonable
option" of singleness. She concedes in her introduction that
"feminism did not replace marriage as a source of definition,"
but as the book proceeds her tone becomes increasingly messianic. Toward
the end, you can almost hear the trumpets blare: "Because what has
really happened is that women now can indeed have it all: the phallus,
the womb, the sperm, the baby, the job, the home, the works. Or none of
it, and still be a woman." Once
you establish an agenda, anything can be massaged to fit into it. The
spectre of loneliness which haunts these pages gets transmuted by
Clements into something warm and cozy called "creative
solitude." (The very phrase makes me want to run screaming in the
other direction, into the arms of one of those hopeless male specimens.)
In this creative solitude, as Clements envisions it, women don't give
themselves pedicures or watch gobs of late-night television or, heaven
knows, plot to call matchmakers or answer personal ads. No, they have
become "reluctant mystics," attuned to the ineffable—when
they're not meditating on the crucial matter of thread count, that is.
The wackiest of the authors theories is that "bed linen chitchat is
not a sign of a regression in women's discourse, but rather a
paradoxical proof of how much progress has been made." Although
the only person I have ever passionately discussed my sheets with is a
gay decorator, Clements believes that single women have a special
connection to sheets, on account of "their intimacy with
solitude." These women no longer accept their "sexual
wallflower" status, she says, "exemplified by rough sheets,
hard pillows, and a creaky mattress of old worn out springs."
Nowadays, they have a consumer's paradise of bed linen to choose
from—"matelassé, piqué, dotted Swiss, Porthault, Egyptian
cotton, English linen, chenille..." The list goes on and on, for
the truly discriminating. One might just as well argue that these sheets
are less a luxurious symbol of autonomy than a form of compensation for
a lack of body warmth—for sleeping alone. "You don't have to have
sex to rate a 208-threads-per-inch count," Clements solemnly notes.
"All you need is a Visa card." True, but a little sex
wouldn't hurt those nice new sheets, either. "WHEN
my daughter was still young enough for bedtime lullabies, I used to sing
her a lugubrious tune I had learned many years earlier, when I took a
short-lived series of guitar lessons. I loved the limpid, minor-key
sound of the music, but I think I responded to the mournful lyrics even
more: "I never will marry / I'll be no man's wife /I intend to stay
single / all the rest of my life. / Some say that love is a splendid
thing / it only has caused me pain / and the only boy I ever loved / has
gone on that midnight train." The longing and resignation spoke to
my brooding teen-age soul, but I think the song has stayed with me all
these years because it is a cautionary tale, connecting the fate of a
single woman with opportunities missed. "This is all choice,"
insists Monica V., who earlier says that the reason she went to college
was to meet "a better type" of husband. "And there's
nothing pathetic about it." The truth of the matter is probably a
shade less didactic: it's not all choice, but that doesn't make being a
single woman any the more pathetic. Still,
there's something wishful—if not disingenuous—at the core of
Cle-ments's argument, beginning with the selective presentation of her
own life. We learn little about her: that she came to America from
France when she was ten, and that she acquired a collection of something
called Pony-tail desk accessories. She tells us that she was briefly
married and then, "after the nasty and protracted breakup of an
eleven-year relationship," found herself alone at the beginning
of the nineties. She refers to a pre-school-age son, but never specifies
whether she's his birth or adoptive mother (I assume the latter). I
mention these autobiographical details because, sparse as they are,
they don't suggest the trajectory of a woman who intended to remain
alone—and who, I might add, could meet someone tomorrow. In fact,
since my own mother has taken to musing that I may not be, after all,
the kind of woman who was meant to be a Smug Married, I'm a little
nervous. Is this a sign of open-mindedness on her part, or has she just
given up? Clements states that "the desperate single belongs to
the past," but that's like saying the Marriage Plot is dead and
gone. I wonder whether any of the women in her brave new world, looking
at their daughters, would choose for them the pleasures of creative
solitude over the less creative and sometimes monotonous intimacy of
marriage. As Felicia C., the forty-four-year-old mother of Anna, an
eleven-year-old girl, puts it, "How would I feel if Anna turned out
to be single? Sad."
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